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Shoot the Jay
01:52
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With my feet on the baseline
for the first time in weeks
With my head on tightened shoulders
I can't stand to speak
Always the same.
I'm freezing cold
Kill me. Please.
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2. |
Backburner
01:45
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My teeth they chatter, with the cold wind settled in my mouth
and I'm finding over years that I might exhale
Old sick and slow
can I be happy with brittle bones?
Old sick and slow
I'll take my life before I'm too old
is that selfish?
Be fine with failing health
as I hoard my possessions
do I really have to suffer through?
Death can be the end.
Death can be the end of pointless existence
Happy as nothing more.
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3. |
Little Bendies Part II
02:47
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It's all what you show
play a game with everyone
fake a smile for your friends and paint a mask of you better
Hide the fact that you're sad again
momentary actions show whats really going on
I don't do anything anymore
just lay in bed and count my scars
with tally marks.
I'll be better when I drown in the deep end
maybe you can breathe life in me
I'll cough this up from my lungs
and I'll know I'm something
I'll know i'm something more.
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4. |
Ode to Bakely
02:22
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I wish life was like it was that day
we'd all be better off if we saw the beauty in the trees
In my head I saw God and it was us
In my head I saw God and we were he
Don't let your life destroy your life
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Eyes Roll Back
01:59
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Washing off my face in the sink
take one last look at myself
I see clearly staring back at me empty eyes
so I find my way outside
lay on the ground I played on as a child
it all feels right
so I take handfuls of white tabs
swill them down my throat
evacuate my belly of all remorse
Let my eyes roll back, I can see my skull.
Tell them I'm sorry.
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6. |
Little Bendies
02:28
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I feel tired
I feel worthless
theres always something in my head that tells me
"Your friends won't cry when you're dead, you'll fade away"
I can never accept that someone might care about my existence
I've been thinking of peeling back my skin
and letting my insides show
and maybe my friends wont care just one bit
but I hope that I'll live forever in back of your head
I'll live forever.
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7. |
Indian Watcher
06:21
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Wait for myself to overreact
you could get something better
don't waste your time I'll see you still
pretend you're just a stranger.
My eyes see only pavement
muscles tense I can't speak
you know I tried to be what you are
but evils not my color
I tell myself you're not real
that you've become a ghost
and you're floating in and out of my head
and in and out of existence
I see right through you so transparently
your hearts been decomposing for years
for years you've been so distant from morality
so stop haunting me
On and on and on and on
I tell myself to look away.
Hiding behind a thick clothe
deny you ever saw my eyes reflecting off yours
cut off the lips you kissed
burn everything with your name
turn my head when you call me
I tell myself you're not real
that you've become a ghost
and you're floating in and out of my head
and in and out of existence
I see right through you so transparently
your hearts been decomposing for years
for years you've been so distant from morality
so stop haunting me
cause you're dead to me
and I'm too old to believe in ghosts
try to be silent while shaking when I see you with your friends
I'll suffer endlessly.
Oh, I'll see you til' the death.
when I think it's done I'll stop to look
and I'll see you.
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