Too Old to Believe in Ghosts

by Keeler

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Music to show your grandchildren.

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released 12 October 2013

Recorded, mixed and mastered by Christian!
Keeler is
Sam LiButti: Vocals/guitar
Casey Sanders: Guitar
Chris Engard: Bass
Christian "the cool" Ortiz: Drums

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Track Name: Shoot the Jay
With my feet on the baseline
for the first time in weeks
With my head on tightened shoulders
I can't stand to speak

Always the same.

I'm freezing cold
Kill me. Please.
Track Name: Backburner
My teeth they chatter, with the cold wind settled in my mouth
and I'm finding over years that I might exhale

Old sick and slow
can I be happy with brittle bones?
Old sick and slow
I'll take my life before I'm too old
is that selfish?

Be fine with failing health
as I hoard my possessions
do I really have to suffer through?

Death can be the end.
Death can be the end of pointless existence

Happy as nothing more.
Track Name: Little Bendies Part II
It's all what you show
play a game with everyone
fake a smile for your friends and paint a mask of you better

Hide the fact that you're sad again
momentary actions show whats really going on

I don't do anything anymore
just lay in bed and count my scars
with tally marks.

I'll be better when I drown in the deep end
maybe you can breathe life in me
I'll cough this up from my lungs

and I'll know I'm something
I'll know i'm something more.
Track Name: Ode to Bakely
I wish life was like it was that day
we'd all be better off if we saw the beauty in the trees

In my head I saw God and it was us
In my head I saw God and we were he

Don't let your life destroy your life
Track Name: Eyes Roll Back
Washing off my face in the sink
take one last look at myself
I see clearly staring back at me empty eyes
so I find my way outside
lay on the ground I played on as a child
it all feels right

so I take handfuls of white tabs
swill them down my throat
evacuate my belly of all remorse

Let my eyes roll back, I can see my skull.

Tell them I'm sorry.
Track Name: Little Bendies
I feel tired
I feel worthless
theres always something in my head that tells me
"Your friends won't cry when you're dead, you'll fade away"

I can never accept that someone might care about my existence

I've been thinking of peeling back my skin
and letting my insides show
and maybe my friends wont care just one bit

but I hope that I'll live forever in back of your head

I'll live forever.
Track Name: Indian Watcher
Wait for myself to overreact
you could get something better
don't waste your time I'll see you still
pretend you're just a stranger.
My eyes see only pavement
muscles tense I can't speak
you know I tried to be what you are
but evils not my color

I tell myself you're not real
that you've become a ghost
and you're floating in and out of my head
and in and out of existence
I see right through you so transparently
your hearts been decomposing for years
for years you've been so distant from morality

so stop haunting me

On and on and on and on
I tell myself to look away.
Hiding behind a thick clothe
deny you ever saw my eyes reflecting off yours
cut off the lips you kissed
burn everything with your name
turn my head when you call me

I tell myself you're not real
that you've become a ghost
and you're floating in and out of my head
and in and out of existence
I see right through you so transparently
your hearts been decomposing for years
for years you've been so distant from morality

so stop haunting me
cause you're dead to me

and I'm too old to believe in ghosts
try to be silent while shaking when I see you with your friends
I'll suffer endlessly.
Oh, I'll see you til' the death.
when I think it's done I'll stop to look
and I'll see you.